im feeling damn guilty about not going to work today--- again.

i took an MC.. again...

i am just not motivated to go to work.

no mood.. so boring. just shitty.

i dont feel good about it. i feel damn lousy.

i wanna go wtch a movie and distract myself but no money.

im feeling to bored! cant wait for the weekends and for my STUPID SIP to end soon!

after this week still got 6 MORE WEEKS to go! ARGH!!

6 weeks of agony.. arGHHhhHH... cant take it anymore.

im hoping that after blogging i feel better about not going to work today.

i mean.. i WASNT THAT sick to go..and ive already taken so mny MCs..

my apprasial is not gonna be very good. =(

secondly i dun think my boss is realli happy with me.. so its gonna make going to work even more antagonising..

thirdly, he's giving me work that i cant find info about. and i feel damn useless. i feel damn paiseh to ask too much.. but if i dun ask i wont know how to do..

i keep telling myself not to worry so much and that its only an internship. after 6 more weeks i'll have nothing to do with this stupid company, but i still feel realli bad.

I AM FEELING SSSooOO GUILTY ABOUT TODAY!!! im feeling sooo uncomfortable! GOD!!!

i realli hope i dun feel weird when i see my boss tomorrow.

sighssssssss......

i think that i should realli have gone to work this morning. but if i went, i think i'll be so xin ku and bored in the office.

ARGH! tomorrow still got one more day of work before the weekend! 8 hours of sitting in the office and doing crappy work!

sat and sun i need to help my dad somemore! wah lau.. how shitty is that? but at least got some money... but SIANNNNNNN ahHhHHhh!!!!

i cant stop having the guilty feeling! im going mad man!

HELLLLLLLLLLLLP MEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

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i hope i feel better after blogging.